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2012-01-15T22:56:00.003+08:00

It has been awhile since the last I jot down some words in this website of mine. Apparently, I feel soooo bloodddyyy bad. But I would like to say, it's not all my fault. Look, it's hard for me to access into blogspot in China. It's one of the restricted website. And then, my schedule for last semester was freaking hectic. 13 subjects, from 8am to 6pm, brutally, for almost everyday T.T

Life is suck without entertainmentsssssss and restful mind.

I would like to say, for the past one year in China, I have learnt load of knowledge, from the books as well as from the reality and life. It's all treasurable life experience. None of us are able to get it with a single penny.

Well frankly speaking, I feel really odd and awkward to write a blog article now. It's been awhile since my last update. So, now I am unfamiliar with blogging. Feel so sorry for my blog :(

I used to update my blog really frequent back to those days. Well, I would like to say, the blogging spirit and passion had gone due to the rapid and huge changes of life style, perspectives as well as perceptions. I just couldn't afford to spend even a minute sitting in front of my laptop and do the typing about some regular and ordinary update of my daily life activities.

I find that somehow it's kind of pointless. I am really busy with studies and some other sports activities as well as some other things that I want to achieve in my life.

Well, I am 22 now.

By the way, sorry for rambling. I spent my last summer vacation by traveling around China for month and a half. With a HUGE backpack, which you guys have seen it from somewhere else.

By train, legs, boat, mini bus and whatever land transportations.

It's fun!

Yun Nan Province.

All the way to the Luku Lake, BY MINIBUS. 3900 feet above sea level.

Above 3900 feet sea level. Luku Lake.

Look at the water, it's crystal clear. Viewable below 5 meters.

Life's good with super save backpack vacation!

October, Xi'an International Horticultural Expo.

January 10th --- Chengdu

January 12th, Malaysia!

I am back. It's been a year! :)

Dreams Always Can Come True

2011-08-21T16:37:00.000+08:00

There is a saying for myself when I decides to leave for a long backpack vacation - Leaving is for the sake of another new born life.

I truly felt that during the whole journey and the feeling is still with me at this very moment. It's not easy to go to places where you don't even know and recognize, especially places where are not in your own country. There are loads of difference between those places with those you used to be and familiar with. Especially the cultures, habits and whatnot. Things got even much more complicated in places where being filled with huge populations of minority ethnics who still live in the primitive society with all sorts of traditions and cultures.

That makes me feeling anticipate and nervous at the same time. But, the latter one gone lesser as time goes by. As you step in to their life and fuse along, on that moment, you know the real meaning of BEAUTIFUL. Those are the true BEAUTY of all. Without make up, without any fancy clothes nor accessories, they look way more beautiful than anyone of us right out here.

All because, they are pure. The real pure I mean. The smile on their faces managed to captured my heart as well as my camera's. The laughter sounds much more delightful than any melodies right in this world and I once thought I was a patient who undergoes a delusional illness and think that everything is just a dream. But, it's virtual after all.

My first stop was from Xi'an Province to Yun Nan Province, and my first stop in Yun Nan was the Kun Ming city. I took 35 hours train ride all the way from Xi'an to Kun Ming and trust me, it's not fun but it definitely was a memorable ride and journey. You will never able to buy that experience with penny. Soon after Kun Ming, then Da Li, Li Jiang. I am done with Yun Nan Province within one week and 4 days. Then next was Guang Zhou, Shen Zhen, Hong Kong and Jiang Xi Province.

Within all the provinces, I have been to all kind of places. By foots, by buses, by bike, by cycle, by train, by boats and even the wooden sampan.

I would like to say, I have earned something which I am not able to earn in anytime sooner. Those were experience and LIFE.

Peeps, give me some time to arrange my pictures and words. I promise to floods you people with tones of pictures and depictions. Well, actually I would like to share my thoughts and feelings the most. That's the most worthy one I suppose.

When you have dreams, never think that it's all impossible. I used to think that I am not able to carry a big backpack and go for a long vacation with not guidance. But, I DID IT.

All because, I WANT TO MAKE MY DREAMS COME TRUE.

YEAH HELLOOOOOOO!!!

2011-07-10T01:34:00.000+08:00

First and foremost, I would like to SCREAM out loud regarding my returning to this site! HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO x infinities!!!!!!!!!!!

Gosh, it's been time since the last I wrote something in this page. Please put the blame on the damn internet restriction right here then soon after the connection and speed. Come on China, I hate you for being so damn either overbearing or threatening towards one's right as well as freedom. Regarding the current hot and burning issue back in Malaysia which is appear to be the BERSIH campaign, most of the Malaysian right out complained that the Government and Police who meddled in the whole thing had ruined or messed up the situation, plans and whatnot.

Malaysian needs FREEDOM and JUSTICE, ain't we?

Peeps, you guys are fortunate enough. In China, things are most more worst. Much more than what you could have ever expected. p/s: I am not complaining for i am supporting the BERSIH Campaign as well, all i want to proclaim right here is, Malaysia are still much more better than China, so keep that up and fight for the true justice of all :D

Back in China right here, protesting is a tremendous illegal function. You have no right to speak up, so don't you ever dare to think of protesting. You don't even get the opportunity to voice up your views even in a harmony way. To the Government, shutting your mouth and making your fingers being obey while you are typing on keyborads are the best way to show how good and obedient you are as a citizen.

Never criticize and never voice up or even take action. BIG NO to those in China. Bear me, never even dare to think of it. Even thinking of those itself is proclaimed as CRIME.

Well, so we are still doing good back in Malaysia, though.

Life without Facebook, Twitter, Youtube, the worldwide Google and whatnot has been a norm for me. I did put effort in trying to access into these accounts but in fact, it's hard due to the damn enforced restictions and of course, the bad connection and speed as well. So in the end, i gave up and act like a Chinese by surfing sites that Chinese used to visit and so call interact in there.

That was sucks. To the maximum!

I have been living like a Chinese and know ALMOST NOTHING right out there (The there will be the world besides China). I can even barely access into my MSN account and say Hello to anyone right out there. Not bad, I am like a true Chinese now. THE CHINA CHINESE.

So basically, all I did during the past few months was attending the lectures, reading, sports, surfing sites which are so call legal right here, giving tuitions, reading again, sports again, ponder and ponder (Anything will do), surfing sites which are so call legal right here AGAIN, giving tuition again.

Things go on the same FOR MONTHS.

Finally on one particular day, I couldn't bear with it anymore. Got up from bed during the middle of night and try to turn over the IP address and transformed the whole thing to another IP address from any countries besides China. I did it!!

Tears of joy were rolling, excitement came over and knocked on my heart with tones of joy.

I am like finally alive!! Damn, this is what we call the pursuit of happiness. Don't give me that dirty look please, you can never understand my feeling unless you are doing things right here in China.

So basically, I am doing fine right here, not dull but hectic life. Things just getting dull when I sat in front of my laptop and surf the net. Otherwise, everything is pretty cool.

Back in April, the weater were still quite cold.

End of June if i am not mistake. Bloody hot summer!

It can exceed to 41 celsius and maybe higher than that during the day and ramained 38 celsius during the night, kill me please.

So, I am done with my finals like few days ago and currently on summer break. Gosh I miss Malaysia so much for I am not going back for this summer. I am going to travel around China and mostly Hong Kong as well, yeah!!

Take care and stay up with me peeps, things will be much more interesting right here because...

I AM SERIOUSLY BACK ON TRACK! :D

Happy Rabbit Year!

2011-02-08T17:48:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to everyone! Gosh i am so sorry for the lack of update due to the heavy schedule and hectic life during the great Chinese New Year. Time and tide seriously wait for no man for it's already February now -_-;;

I am going back to oversea really soon, owh winter break almost come to an end and i am going to start with my new semester soon. Well to be more accurate, i am getting older. Nah, is one year more mature, haha.

By the way, wish all of you a very prosperous year which filled with abundant of health, wisdom, happiness and safety to name a few.

Have a blast and do not forget about your Ang Pau and Mandarine oranges, yeah!!

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Happy Chinese New Year

2011-01-31T23:00:00.000+08:00

In love with my Gold and White Loius Vuitton watch.

By the way, time passes by so fast! Chinese New Year is just right at the corner, Happy Chinese New Year everyone, wish all of you a great Rabbit year which filled with abundant of joys, happiness, health and success :)

Loves.

Will be back with more posts before i head back to oversea after the Chinese New Year, gosh it's really fast but i am anticipating, hehe.

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Hello Curly Fries!

2011-01-22T18:11:00.000+08:00

First attempt :)

My mum said i should try out different hair style as i am growing up and on my way becoming a woman -_-;; Yea i am turning 21 years old like really soon, old? Nah more mature i suppose, haha.

It's quite easy for you to curl your hair girls, using both the straightener and the hair curler, yes you get me, BOTH work at the same time, YouTube or google yourself for the ways, and do not hesitate to try out, you might look much more prettier with curly hair, who knows?

I personally prefer straight hair much more than the curl one, therefore for sure i am not going after the permanent one. I will be doing my own curl base on my mood, functions and whatnot, hehe.

Well, indirectly i am promoting my watch

I always have fatal attraction towards watches, that's for sure!

Loves

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Just For Laugh!

2011-01-14T01:09:00.001+08:00

Amirah, Wei Qin, Ying Hwa, Yours Truly and Ying Jie

Next post will be much more exciting, we have been to wonderful places for the past few months. Stay tune with me peeps, more to come, hehe!

Just for laugh!

(click on the picture for larger view, lolx so kind of me, haha!)

HAHAHAHA!! Loves!!

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Random

2011-01-12T22:54:00.000+08:00

It's been months since the last time i wore short length T-shirts and shorts. Owh i am feeling good and light! XD

Look, long hair within few months, yea i am odd. For having unsual hair growth speed -_-;;

Ok, i shall stop here and i will keep this blog alive as often as possible, i promise :)

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Hello Sunny!

2011-01-11T01:20:00.000+08:00

I used to be a polar bear and penguin for the past few months which lived with the temperature under negative 3, lowest will be negative 10. And i used to be a "fat" girl during that period of time as well. Gosh, i really hate and love winter at the same time! I love winter because i am able to play with the snow, but i hate winter because of the tremendous freeze.

And now, i am feeling like living in the oven because i could not bear with the rapid temperature changes, even though it is 29 Celsius at here, yes i am back to Malaysia, for my winter break -_-;;

I should have stay abroad because i find nothing much to do right here besides reading, surfing the net, some chores and still reading and movies. All in my room or my living hall, damn it. I don't even have the urge to drive my car even though i have the car keys and credit card with me, wtf.

My parents and most of my friends did said that i have changed. Well physically i suppose, haha. I am still the same in personalities ok, well maybe much more mature, that's true and i accept that.

Well my dear readers, i will give you people the opportunity to comment about my changes, but please be honest, not brutal, haha!

I have neglected my sun glass for months!

Owh i miss wearing only one or two pieces of clothes!

Home sweet home

It's empty. I mean my wardrobe, desk and whatnot. Well i have yet to unpack my luggage because i seriously need some time to rearrange everything. I have to pack everything again after one month plus as i am leaving during the 1st of March, so irritating -_-;;

Thanks for your comment

In facebook, twitter and of course here. I will take those compliments as daily supplements and i have yet to receive a bad comment as motivations, haha!

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Speech Competition

2011-01-10T23:02:00.000+08:00

Gosh, it's been century since the last i accessed into my blog and write something on it, my goodness, almost a month, no i suppose almost more than a month! Well do not slap, curse or throw me with foul languages please, put the blame on the damn connection, the connection was the one who has stumbled my way to login to my blogspot account and write something.

Well, i should really blog much more than often because the connection right here is much much more better. As promised, i will talk about the speech competition that i joined back to one month plus ago, to be more accurate, it was on 3rd of December, year 2010 -_-;; Seems like happened on one year ago, haha.

It was a speech competition where has been held among the foreign students who are currently doing their studies in the universities of Shanxi Province. In China, due to it's large surface of land, they divided their places into provinces, states and whatnot. One province contained loads of places and towns.

It was my honour to be selected and represented my University for the big and grand competition. There were 27 others contestants from different universities who joined the competition and it was a great opportunity to know more people from ALL AROUND THE WORLD.

The two emcees

They do recorded every single moments of the competitions, and will be edited into a full complete set of video. While our speech, which were written by our self, will be collected and publish as a book.

My classmates aka supporters!

I was so touched because all of them went to place and supported me. They were so early as you can see, those places weren't full yet during that moment. Owh i love you people soooooo sooooo much!

Once i am done with my turn, it was almost the end because my number was 22.

The third prize winners

Hehe, and then here comes the..

Champions

Yeah

Yours truly, Ching Yee, Sze Ying and Mun Kar

Thanks for the support, my dear peeps, lectures and university. With such full force of support, i had managed to pushed myself to the best of all and finally ended as Champion :)

Me and those adorable Vietnamese contestants

What a great experience! It will definitely be one of my best memory during my university life!

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Thanks!

2010-12-08T03:08:00.001+08:00

Peeps, thanks for all the supports and whatnot. Well of course thanks for the wishes as well, i am glad to be the champion for the speech competition which was held among the Universities in Shanxi Province, China :)

More updates with pictures on the next post, i promise :)

Lots of love!

p/s: Make sure you guys still keep with me, no matter how, ok? Hehe.

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Rambling

2010-11-22T03:44:00.000+08:00

Life seriously is so unpredictable, you might think that your life is so pathetic, miserable and whatnot today, but the next day, you will find that you are actually the most blissful person on earth because of something/someone.

Gosh, life.. *face palm*

Anyway, i am just rambling all the way, haha! Would like to make sure my blog still running before the real thing comes :)

Stay well.

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Smile

2010-11-19T20:22:00.001+08:00

Me and Amirah

I would really like to talk about this special girl. She's a Malay yet she can speak, write and read so well in Chinese and now she's all the way from Malaysia to China and doing her bachelor which is major in CHINESE.

Bravo i suppose.

I love her smile soooo much, it shined throughout the picture!

Peeps, smile more to understand and feel more :)

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Aloha Winterrr!

2010-11-18T02:18:00.000+08:00

Ah ha, soon i will get to tag along with Mr. SNOW MAN! Haha!! By the way, i would really like to devastate your imagintaions toward winter if you have yet to experience it.

Winter is just wayyyyyy toooooooo inconvenient. Oh i am so serious, cracking skin due to the dryness if you do not apply any lotion, thick winter attires which make you LOOK SO FAT (By the way i like this cause i seriously need some damn meat, haha!), red nose and red cheeks which made the best combinations for a CLOWN -_-;;

But, the snow just melt everything and make it seems so right for WINTER!! :D

Loves!

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Guess

2010-11-15T03:17:00.000+08:00

Guess a place ;)

Haha, will blog about this great place soon. Come on, it's one of the EIGHT WONDERS in the world! :D

Stay with me peeps!

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This Is What I Want

2010-11-06T18:02:00.002+08:00

As time goes by, I seriously hate the feeling of being love or to love. Brutally, I hate the feeling of love now. Not family or friendship/network type of love, but the relationship one. I have been searching high and low, for someone who fits the requirements in my heart. But when I tend to look through the big ocean of people, I smelled disappointments. None of them right out there does fit my requirements, and I tend to complain too much, I suppose.

But I can’t help, at least for those complains.

I am not trying to be fussy or yes choosy, but I really believe every one of us does deserve a better one. You people right out there might think that I am being a hypocriter. But seriously I do not; I really want a better one. I do not think that I am the best, but I have my own points of view, especially towards this issue, I know which type or person I should belong. It’s not a disgrace when we are looking or asking for a better one, especially when we know we can.

I personally think that girls should really go for a better one when you have the abilities. I have seen different type of cases, both sad and happy one, as ending. And I am sick with the majority endings, which ended up being a major havoc.

Got to spill the beans that I once used to be a person who goes according my feelings for the past few relationships, and it was so obvious that all of them failed. I would like to grand myself infinities of big sighs as return.

Feelings never go right, realities do.

Who says is a must for girls to own a boyfriend?

Bear that in your mind, my dear girls. I have seen loads, I really did. I rather keep my heart back than giving them out according to my first or latter feelings. Girls tend to fall in love easily when the guys did something really touch, well in the other hand, they got intoxicated by those romantic doings. Owh touching never last long, because it’s just a short term feeling, and girls tend to take that short term feelings as the real one which end up to be a major disaster in the future.

I am now a terribly full of cautions type of person, by not allowing feelings as my first priority when come to deal with love or relationship options. I WILL NEVER ALLOW MYSELF TO REPEAT MY MISTAKES ANYMORE. I swear, so hard.

Gosh I feel so complicated now; I mean my feelings, hearts and whatnot. I seriously do not know what I want the most in a relationship, at least for now. Therefore I decided not to involve myself in, yes I am not joking, and I am all doing well, ALONE.

So, do not ask my status anymore. Criticize me as much as you can, scold me with foul languages as much as you like, dub me with some dirty names as many as you like, but shut your silly mouth up as tight as possible if you KNOW ME NOTHING!

I have been doing well alone for almost few months, and I am feeling much better to live alone. I tend to share more joy with myself when I mix along with friends or with the people around me. I seriously do.

I sense more freedom immediately once I left form the cage of love. I no longer have vague visions for my future which I used to had, because I need to struggle myself to fit with the other half, yea to make them happy or satisfy and content to name few. And those feelings were sucks, terribly awful, miserable and pathetic.

Well, maybe I am not born to share.

I rather move on with my own dreams than satisfying some of it to make one happy. Nah, so not me.

So, I am still waiting for the right one. If I do not get to meet him, then I will be living alone, I am not afraid of being lonely, I seriously do not. Do not get yourself a partner just to kill the loneliness, such an absurd act.

Live life to the fullness, enjoy every moment, and pay your highest gratitude to the people who once love you before.

Thank you very much, for the memories.

Life is great when you get to do whatever you like! :D

But, with one condition, must abide to the rules and laws ;p

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Hello Late Autumn!

2010-10-28T00:39:00.000+08:00

The temperature stayed below 10 Celsius and went lowest at 5 Celsius since 3 days ago, well yeap, it'd indicated the arrival of late autumn. Say hello to late autumn and soon winter!

It's so cold and we need late autumn attires so much such as scarfs, boots, thick long jacket and whatnot, well you can do the naming :)

I realized i am getting fairer day by day, and it's abit over, i don't want to look like a ghost nor a zombie, please -_-;; When the strong wind blow towards my face, immediately it transform from white to red, and the reddish only appeared on both of my cheeks, which make them look really like light pink blusher -_-;;

Anyway, i am dealing quite well with late autumn because i had bought myself loads of stuffs, hehehehehehehehehehe :D

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We Love It!

2010-10-27T01:43:00.004+08:00

Words always do the talking much more better than mouth, perhaps.

I always wonder, why must we grow older? Yes i do. I have been missing those young days so much lately. Even though we need to deal with hectic studies schedule, bulky of activities and whatnot, but we were purely happy and fun, i am so serious. We were so naive, those days.

And i still hold firm that naive does not mean stupid but happy. I rather be a naive person than a smart or conscious one. The latter one sounds so horrible to me, smart or conscious will only cause major havoc, or i suppose major devastate, especially towards dreams.

When you are conscious, you will realize about the realities and whatnot. And brutally, realities are the main killer of dreams. Gosh, i sound so pessimistic.

But, that's the damn fact of all.

As time goes by, i feel so lost. Not the directions of life, but the real feelings of mine. Those feelings seems so vague and fake.

Well, i am just being random, or i suppose rambling. Thanks Jen, for such wonderful surprise. We love you as well, we are so glad to be one of the most important people in your life. I am pretty sure, our friendship will last long no matter what happen.

Owh by the way, yea we do agree that we love your fuck/maafakkaa face, hahahahahaha!! Some even said it was a blow*** face, hahahahahaha!! But you know, no matter how, we still love you that much, tremendously i mean :)

Make sure you always stay well and do well in Manchester, UK. Do not freeze your brain to dead because we still need to brainwash your damn brain, like no body business, hahahahaha! Peeps, agree with me?! XD

Somehow i do really wish, i am still the young small girl who can cuddle in my daddy and mummy's arms, once again :(

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Another One

2010-10-23T13:02:00.000+08:00

Say hello to another dragon fly ring! Haha, yeap this is the silver one. And nonetheless, say hello to my new watch as well, awwww i love both of it so much.

Been really busy for the past few days, besides attending classes and lectures, i have been working hard on remaining my badminton skills, the good one i mean. I have to keep it up instead of making it worst, or else i will cry an ocean to myself if i realized I'd step backward.

And my hair is long now! LONG. Haha, finally, after having short bob hair for like 4 freaking long years.

The best way to solve minor hair problem - Tie A Bun

Hahah, owh i am serious! :D

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Fly Me As High As Possible

2010-10-20T14:24:00.000+08:00

I always have this fatal attraction towards small and beautiful accessorises, i personally thinks that they look nice and lady :)

So after some times, i finally made up my mind to get this ring, which attached with a blingy dragon fly. I got myself two of it, another one is in silver colour. I love both very much, pretty nice stuffs with nice works.

What amazed me the most are the size of the circumferences of both rings, it's sooooo fine thin and look really nice when you put them on.
Well, i do not regret for getting both of them as my new accessories babies, because they are just so beautiful :)

Aren't you guys agree with me? Hehe :D

*Mad Happy*

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Wet In The Autumn

2010-10-19T22:31:00.001+08:00

Was so tired after my early morning class today because i only managed to caught the dreamland for 3 short hours last night. When i was on my way back to my hostel for the next class, i saw something really nice!

My new university does has a fascinating fountain in front the library, and they turned them on this morning. It's soooooooo beautiful. And yeap, it had brighten up my day, great university, great ranking and great environment :)

I love Autumn because we are all wearing beautiful and nice boots!

Stay with me for more updates!

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Vague

2010-10-17T01:30:00.001+08:00

Recently, things around me been acting tremendous strange and it makes me feel awkward when it’s time to deal with those teaser obstacles/matters. I have never been into such issue before; it came without any warnings or signals. Not even a hint.

I used to be so firm with my own feelings and thinking, none of them right out there are able to change my mind, not even a slice of it, I suppose to be piece. When I know the truth at the first place, I was so calm and none of them were able to seek for the anxious feeling via neither my face expressions nor my movements. And I think, I was right, at the first place.

During the end of revelation, I have decided to make it vanish from my mind and life, because I don’t give damn. And for the past few days, I thought I was right by not thinking about the truth. By as time goes by, I realized something different, I have yet to make it vanish, it’s still there, right at the darkest, deepest side in my heart, hiding so well for the past few days or maybe week, and now it’s finally sick with hiding, by bouncing all over my heart, vessels and whatnot, as a revenge I guess.

Those bouncing weren’t comfortable, it hurts. It doubled up when I tried hard to hide them back, as deep as far as dark as anything as possible. I was so upset with my own performance when comes to deal with such issue/matter, I would like to be brutal to myself by confessing that I am a bad dealer when come to such matter. I don’t want to lie for this.

I was so stupid and I am still that stupid now. For handling such issue, I never succeed before, not even once. This is so disappointed and it does really brought my confident down, when I meet with such issue. I used to look at it and stone, without taking any actions, because I know, I can never make it.

I feel so bad when I see the sadness through your eyes, words were stumbled upon your sincerity which was meant especially for me, tears were hung up in between my eye balls and my eye lashes, I had swallowed both of the sharp elements and it cut through my heart and everything within my body, deeply.

I am so sorry, for being so unsure. If I were given one chance, to turn back the time, I will say NO, definitely for sure. I am facing a bad dilemma now, with both side people from different countries. I should concentrate on stuffs that belong on my track like my studies, my activities, my thinking and whatnot which related to my future. To obtain a bright future instead of the dark and lost one, I should really generate the full force of mine for those stuffs which belong on my track.

Out of that, I should make them seem invisible, or maybe dismiss.

I would really appreciate if one of you right out there gives me this precious opportunity to reverse the time and make these major changes for my life, I do really appreciate and I willing to pay anything as return.

Anyone? Please.

P/s: 1.Your chocolate cakes were the memories that I tried to eat it up and hoping to see it disappear just in second.

2. Your emails were the words that I tried to delete and hoping to see empty inbox as my mail inbox decoration.

Just leave me alone, I am serious. Especially you and you and you you you.

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Wow!

2010-10-11T22:19:00.002+08:00

Tada!!

It's really extremely rare for me to get something this fast in my life, i talked about this watch back like 5 days ago and today i went back to the mall and grabbed it without second thought or any hesitation. Salute myself for being so sure and fast for the first time in my life, i mean making decision in BUYING STUFFS.

I am always a wise buyer, serious. I will think more than twice before i hand in my cash for stuffs like bags, watches, clothes, accessories and cosmetics to name a few ladies' stuffs. But the fact is, i still own myself loads of those stuffs *face palm*

But, quality always comes first, that's what i mean by wise buyer. I don't buy cheap stuffs and of course i don't buy branded stuffs often. I will look through and even do some researches before i am ready to hand in my cash for something, mostly clothes and cosmetics. I just hate taking risk in such matter, too bad.

Well talking about my new watch, it was a spectacular experience, for me to take up my mind in such short period. All because it's really nice, good in quality and service. Long terms of guarantee is enough to keep my heart satisfied and calm.

Oh ya, for your info, i am a person who loves to collect nice watches, variety i suppose. I think watches are one of the important accessory to go along with nice attire(s), diffrerent attires, different watches, and it will sparks your outfit and look with no doubt.

Try that, if you can afford to :)

Don't have to buy branded watches, just get yourself something that you really fancy with and make sure it's good in quality which attach along with guarantee.

Oh by the way, do you realized the difference of my hair colors from both of my pictures? Wait a minute, i do not dye it brown nor black, the real one suppose to be the left side, and the right one was formed under the white light which was from my desk lamp.

Now i know, to get myself a solid black hair in pictures, i should take it under strong white light, haha lame wey -_-;;

Natural is the best, agree? :)

But it's kind of dilemma for me actually, people used to asked me like no body business when comes to my hair colors, and i need to answer the same answer like for 84273957146243251296 times until i really got bored.

I DO NOT DYE MY HAIR BEFORE, leave me alone please :(

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Hectic

2010-10-10T02:51:00.001+08:00

Been really busy for the past few weeks, especially during last week, nine freaking long China Independent Day's holidays. Went for two karaoke sessions which burned my mid night oil like no body's business and killed my day with nap -_-;;

So, yea now you know why i said i were busy during that holidays -_-;;

Ok serious, it was hectic, i need to rearrange my stuffs which came all the way from Shanghai via postage, and i need to buy new stuffs like pots, bowls and whatnot for daily use. Went to Walmart for infinities time till i got so fed up when i see vegetables, meat and whatever. I hate cooking very much and it was a major havoc when i realized i have to cook due to the taste of foods in canteens.

Those foods tasted like.. I am so sorry, but yes like shit. I miss Malaysia and Shanghai's foods so much :(

Luckily restaurants in Xi'an provided good foods, if not i will really commit suicide because eating is my all time favorite hobby! And one same dull question, when can i gain some weights?

As i have mentioned before, i will blog about my new university but i realized i have yet to collect enough of pictures to blog, blame on me due to my hectic and packed time table, and the huge university area. It's tremendous big, yea every universities in China are HUGE.

So i will blog about my university when i am done with my pictures collection, ok? *owh please say yes without cursing me*

The day where i flew to Xi'an (14/9/2010)

Me and Jen Jen

She feel like killing me for awarding her such a "great" name - Jen Jen, she even posted a status in facebook which stated like this " Why everyone started to call me Jen Jen instead of Jen?"

And i said " Thanks to MEEEEEEEEE!"

And yea, she cursed me to death, how dare you! :'(

But too bad, can't deny that we love this name soooooo much, tremendously! So you will remember me till the day you die, probably because of this name, i guess it will haunt you like there's no ending in life, haha!

Ok fine, you know we love you :D

Stay with me peeps!

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New Life

2010-10-04T01:36:00.000+08:00

For your info, i have been leaving Malaysia for almost a month, and now i am all doing fine over here. It's been some times since the last i updated my blog, gosh hectic university life, there's a tremendous change since the day i flew back to China, and let the change be a secret first, soon the pictures will reveal the truth :)

I miss you guys :(

Shanghai

It's been a great journey throughout the 4 months, Shanghai, one of the most develop city in the world, had given me loads of great experiences and advices of life, i have seen loads, serious.

Shanghai, i miss you

14/9/2010, i flew back to China, but the destination is no longer Shanghai, is Xi'an. Yeap, I have transferred from Shanghai Jiao Tong University to Xi'an Jiao Tong University. Same university, same ranking, different place. I have gotten myself more scholarships and benefits from this university, this was one of the reason that changed my mind and finally brought me here, the rest reasons i would like to make it personal :)

Here :)

I will talk about my new university at the coming post, getting into a new university doesn't mean i have to begin everything once again, my results from Shanghai Jiao Tong University able me to proceed to second year for my degree, so i am alright with it.

We both are doing fine here! (To Yi Wen, Yve Wei, Chi Hao, Yi Yong and who may concern)

It's Autumn now! Soon winter will arrive and say hello! With snow along! :D

p/s: Don't ask about my hair colour anymore, it's natural, thanks, haha.

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Specially For Jen Tan Of Mine

2010-09-24T01:50:00.001+08:00

You once told me " Imma gonna be the best photographer and a great events organizer who will bring loads of satisfactions and happiness to everyone in need, wooohooo!"

I looked at you and say nothing, but i smiled :)

Deep in my heart, i know you can make it. And you are just one step away from your dreams now, you are now all the way at UK to make your dreams come true Jen.

It's been 13 years, since the first day we knew each others. You were the one who approached to me first in the small primary school van, with Mentos along. You laughed at me when i said i dislike soft drinks and never drink them. You said " Gosh, you are weird but cool!"

Haha! Yes, i am still that cool until NOW, so what? *eerie grins*

You always said i am one of your best friend that you'd never wish to lose, and i said you are one of my soul, just because you are Jen Tan. The Jen Tan that i will never forget till my last breath, i swear.

You always said i am tough because i can do everything well, and i said you are great because you are being yourself without caring what had the others said or criticized.

You said you will organize one of the best wedding function and album for me, i said i would like to complete our friendship with one of the best memory which belong to US, only. And make it stays forever, eternity.

You said i am able to meet my idol one day, Lee Hom with my great singing, great acting and great speaking talents, nonetheless, you said i will be a great news caster and host in the future as well and able to meet Lee Hom. I said i will make it with you along, because you gonna be my photographer.

Today, we both finally separated from each others, for the sake of our dreams. You are living in the west side, and i am at the east side. We both have been separated by the HUGE and FAR distance, but i know, our heart and friendship will never stops here.

My dear friend, run and fly, go on with your dreams journey, make it a reality because you deserve it! Never ever give up cause i have yet to, you are only allow to do so after i did, but the fact is, I WON'T. So, same goes to you.

I am blessed with your everything, i am fortunate and loved, because God had decided to put you into my life journal, and make it last till the last page of my life journal.

Take care my dear friend

We will still do this until the day we can't, i promise

You have my words with you, in your heart :) I love you my dear best friend.

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It's Just A Lie

2010-09-19T23:00:00.000+08:00

When i was young, people around me used to said so: "If you work and chase hard, dreams no longer remained as dreams, it's reality."

Bullshit.

Hard works can never work without supports and understanding from the others. Brutal honestly, i started to hatchet things around me, especially my dreams. All i see now are just vague visions which killing my confident and hard works slowly, day by day.

I once was a girl who fantasize everything in my life without any hesitations. To me, life is just once, i should try my very best and give my very best as well. But as i grew older and flew all the way towards my dreams, i see infinities of obstacles are waiting for me all along the path of my life.

Those teaser obstacles had stumbled my ways and my dreams, no matter how hard i struggled. To be frank, i am a tough person, the really tough one, yet now, i have no guts to continue anymore, i see NOTHING in future no matter how clever/great am i.

ALL BECAUSE OF ONE WRONG STEP.

And i gain no supports but teasing/scolding from people around me. What i ask for is just a simple understanding and support, yet i gained dirty look and scolding as return. Or should i say it's an award for being so fantasize?

FML.

You are the one who said i will get a better life, a better for everything. And when i told you it ain't a better one, you said i am being choosy, so what should i say now? You said i should learn to accept, not to reject. I said i have accepted loads before this, MUCH MORE THAN YOU HAVE EXPECTED.

And now, it had exceeded my limit, and you said i have yet to understand the theories of life. The bullshit theories!

1. I should shut up even though i dislike, because people are much more powerful (FUCK THIS SHIT, what kind of theory is this?! Where's my voicing rights?!)

2. I should learn to accept the lies even though i dislike, it's because i am still growing up (Another shit)

3. I should know what's the best, because you had given me the best (Mama mia! I didn't know that you knew me so well, much more than me, because for my info, what you had given to me wasn't my favour)

4. I should stop complaining because i should appreciate everything (I did appreciate everything by keeping quiet at the FIRST and much more places, i only voiced up when it had exceeded my limit)

5. I should learn to accept even though it's unfair for me, because this is life (WTF?! No wonder human always live under suffers, because we have to shut the fuck up even though we know it's unfair)

6. I should know, i am much more fortunate than the others right out there (I ALWAYS DID! That's why i worked so hard and never give up! My results and performances have proven everything! And now, everything at here seems so shit and you said i do not appreciate)

7. I should just try my best to accept everything (So indirectly you are telling me that you are not going to figure out any solutions for me, because this is the best of all, FML again)

8. I said i will not be happy even though i score well, because i dislike (You said i am being pessimistic and negative, i do not want to be like this, is the environment driving me tremendous crazy!)

Overall, i yelled and said: " I am no longer the Eugenie that you used to know, i have lost the bravo for dreams."

You have confiscated and devastated my dreams, with your obsoleted words.

I hate life.

Do not expect me to be the star in the future, because i am no longer the old ME. I hate everything about life and dreams because..

It's just a lie.

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Yay!

2010-09-08T00:56:00.000+08:00

Summer break has almost comes to an end! I am going back to oversea next week to continue my studies, haha time seriously flies.

Say hello to spec again and as well as my LONG HAIR! Yea i can tie them up now :)

Loves <3

p/s: Got a call this morning, yeap i managed to get another scholarship! :D Planning to call the last one and reject them before they call, i have gotten much more than enough, let's give it to the others, those who really need it :)

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Hello!

2010-09-06T16:51:00.000+08:00

White never fails on any attires before, owh i am serious. Say hello to my new baby, haha! I think i should kill myself for owning such many bagssssssssss. How am i suppose to bring them back to oversea next Tuesday? *face palm*

Anyway, those who followed my twitter already knew this, yeap i got myself another scholarship before i head back, thanks for all the wishes and whatnot! Much appreciate :)

So i guess i am going to keep those scholarships well and use it in a right way. There are two more which are still pending and i am ok with yes or no because i have already gotten myself more than enough.

So daddy, you don't need to pay me a single cent at all for my university life! :)

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The Changes Of My Hair

2010-09-05T03:01:00.000+08:00

Recently, loads of them will say so to me: "Look at you Eugenie, you are keeping your hair long!! Like finally!! It's been years since the last day you had your long hair!"

Exactly.

It's been years. I started to have short hair when i was in mid form 5, before SPM. I cut it short because of SPM -_-;; The long hair had taken plenty of my time during the washing and drying process and i think it's not worth especially during critical time like before SPM.

So since then, i have no intention of keeping it long again because i proceeded to STPM after my SPM, therefore my hair remained short.

Until the day before i enroll to university, i still had a short hair. So after 5 months, i came back with medium length long hair. My hair has this so call super power which can grow really fast and will never curve, it will stay straight like as if i just had a hair spa a minute ago, therefore, when i used to had short hair, most of the money got burned just for my unusual hair growth speed -_-;;

Let's see the process, haha.

When i was form 5, with Yevanne

Gosh, i looked so erm.. ok kinda young? Haha!!

Before SPM, with Thawisap, around October 2007

After SPM, with Han Leong, before our modelling show

Kinda dark that time due to sports activities, was an athlete :)

After STPM, i got back my fair skin after SPM, wahaha XD

Now!

Ok lar, not really now, it was like 3 weeks ago? My hair grew longer than that already, gosh sooo fast! Even fairer compare to STPM year because when you are in a 4 seasons country, you will be much much more fairer and you skin is much much more better and good, lovely complexion! :D

Not too fair please, i am afraid i will look like a ghost -_-;;

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Good One

2010-09-01T18:05:00.001+08:00

What do you think when you see this? Plan to fail some subjects so that you can be the second Bill Gates? Or laugh at friends who always passed all the papers?

Please do NONE.

When i first saw this picture, my words sank into the deepest speechless ocean. I started to ponder deeply about young generations' future. What will they be if they continue to be the slaves of examinations? We were born to learn, to think and to build/invent, not to learn the ways to pass ALL THE PAPERS.

And of course, i do not ask you to fail as well, BUT TRY YOUR BEST. We were all well trained since primary school that the more A's you scored, the brigther your future goes. Or the higher marks you get, the better you are.

Crap.

Study is just a minor part of learning. We are suppose to LEARN, not to accept. We are suppose to learn how to think and learn the way to understand and discover the underneath truth about the knowledge, we call that as CRITICAL THINKING.

Unfortunately, not much of them right out there practice this - the critical thinking.

We should start now, learn to think, not learn to accept/memorize.

I have yet to fail any subjects in my life before, as i said above, TRY YOUR BEST. But at the same time, learn to think. Try to build up your abilities throughout different ways, but do always remember, thinking is the ultimate one.

The more you think, the more you gain.

SAY NO TO: JUST ACCEPT EVERYTHING.

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How I Wish

2010-08-28T16:45:00.000+08:00

During this two months of summer break, i have been pondering really often, much more than usual. In such age, i mean 20, is one of the drastic changes age in my life, as i am one step away before the society. I am now a undergraduate student who's currently studying abroad.

I started to ponder what had i did for the pass 19 years. Serious, i did hell load of stuffs, from studies to activities, competition to part time and to name a few. Time seriously flies and i know, i am growing up everyday.

Since i was young, everyone started to put high hope on me compares to the others due to my strong abilities, and brutal honestly, i hate that very much, much more than you have ever expected. Since the age of 5, i was being choose as the one and only student to dance solo in my kindergarten night concert. I proudly graduated as the best student in my kindergarten, and from that onwards, everyone know, i am the smart girl in their heart.

In primary school, i have been selected by teachers and became one of the youngest prefect during the age of 7. When i was 8, i represented my class for different kinds of competitions like story telling, singing, drawing, essay writing, dancing, sports like volleyball/badminton/running and to name a few competitions. And from that onwards, i have been dubbed as champion for most of the competitions until the age of 12.

I proudly represented Malaysia Chinese student and gave my speech to Tun Dr Mahathir and the other ministers with 15 thousands crowd in Stadium Bukit Jalil when i was 11. Between, i represented my school for all kind of competitions, from town to state and in the end to the national level. I was being dubbed as one of the most excellent primary school student in Malaysia when i was 12.

Parents and people around me were so proud and they started to said so to me: " You will be really great in the future my girl." When i was in secondary school, during form 1, i managed to griped the champion for speech competition, those seniors were under me. From that moment onwards, i started to be famous. Almost everyone knows about me. From that onwards, i represented my school for all kinds of competitions like i used to do during primary school.

And of course, i was a prefect as well, having position in the prefect board. But among all the competitions, i did the best for acting, speech, essay writing, debate and singing. Sports will be badminton, volleyball, and running.

People around me started to tell me, i am born to lead the business/marketing field, some said lawyer as well. I just nodded my head and smile, deep in my heart, i know those are not my choices. What i want the most is to be a newscaster, or a host. Besides that, i wish to try some acting and singing for part time.

I know i have the abilities to lead in the business/marketing field, but that wasn't my wish, at all. I have strong passion towards the broadcasting field and same goes to the entertainment field. But the latter one is just my hobby, the first one is what i want the most.

Sometimes, i wish to be an ordinary girl, instead of extraordinary. I feel so sick when people started to think that i am trying to be good in everything, the fact was I DO NOT ATTEMPT TO. I would like to say those talents were God gifted plus efforts to make them succeed. I always look myself into the mirror, and ask myself, why do some people distinguish people like me as wack or maybe conceit? I am just trying my best to perform the best of me.

Great results and talents do not tell what i want the most in my heart, but interest did.

Sometimes, being ordinary is much more better, right? At least no one put over high hope on you and you are able to do things that you want the most, without hurting the others.

How i wish i was ordinary, deep in my heart.

I do really hope so. You will never know how much do i wish to be ordinary.

p/s: As time goes by, i realized, life is really cruel.

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What Do Girls Ask For?

2010-08-27T15:00:00.005+08:00

During the age between 14 to 17, most of the girls do really hope for love, the romantic/ drama kind of love. And they hope, more guys will go after them and left them with options, because to girls, that's the best way to show how popular, pretty or whatnot they are to the friends.

During my high school times, my girlfriends used to talked about dramas, those love dramas i suppose. And to be frank, I NEVER understand what were they talking about, cause i never fancy Taiwan or whatnot love dramas *face palm* I feel odd or obsolete or outdated when they asked me about dramas.

In the end, i got their dirty looks as return, haha! Some of them even said " What's wrong with your mind?! Aren't you girl like us? Don't you hoping for romantic type of guy to appear? Handsome, rich and talented!"

Soon or later, the conversation will end up with tremendous loud screaming voice -_-;; After talking about handsome, rich and talented guys *faint*

Somehow i do wish i was like them, so that i won't get dirty look as return, or maybe laughter, lolx. But, i can never manage to force myself, to watch those dramas, zero interest.

So at first, girls will scream for guys like this..

Young, handsome *Killing right?*

Owh look at the innocent yet cool eyes

Nonetheless, his humour

Am i right girls? When we are/were at the age of 14 to 17.

Then we started to proceed to the age of 18- 19. At this age, we prefer guys who goes a little bit more mature and of course, better then those we used to like during the age between 14- 17, at this moment you will started to think in this way " Why was I so naive?"

That's normal, girls.

Now you prefer guy like this

Combinations of both young yet a little mature look.

This will be a bonus! Muscular guy

Then when you are the age of 20-25, you will be looking someone which is much more better besides having good looking. You will be seeking for good looking and talented, nonetheless, extraordinary guy.

Etc Like this

And this

When you are at the age of 26- 29, you are now all mature. You know you want a guy who is fully responsible and caring. Appearance no longer that important.

Something like this

Because you are ready to compromise.

All you are waiting for is just a proposal. If he propose, you are all ready to cry and say "YES". Even though he propose with a simple guitar and casual look outfit.

In the end of the hall, when you step in with your dad along, you are so excited and happy, because you are going to give your hands to this wonderful man in your life. You are going to hold his hands and walk together with him till the end of your life.

When you see him smile, that's the most blissful moment

The best will be, he will work hard to give you the best of yours and the both of you. The bonus comes in when he's able to spend most of the time with you during holidays.

This is what we call - responsible and love.

The best part will be, he will never forget about your birthday and anniversary

Besides that, he will appear in your office/work place without your knowledge, and say " Let's have lunch together."

And until one day, he come to you and give you a bear hug and say " Let's have a FAMILY together, our own family."

The best man is not someone who can give you luxury life, because women themselves are able to earn that with their own abilities. What girls wish for the MOST are the responsibilities and caring. Do not throw your temper to them even though you are in a mess, talk nicely will make things end up perfect/better including your marriage.

A simple caring is the largest happiness for a girl. Your true heart, is what girls ask for the MOST.

Haha, i feel so old wey! By saying all this! But anyway, recently i saw some of my girlfriends were going through the low time in their relationship, because the bfs are so fierce and hot tempered. Therefore, i decided to write something like this and let the guys know, what do girls usually ask for.

But the sad thing comes when i realized i do not ask for something like what i have said. Brutal honestly, i dislike children *face palm* and i am seeking for someone which is totally mature -_-;; Kill me, cause i feel so old.

Girls, remember to pick the right one before you say "YES".

女孩需要梦想、需要方向、需要眼泪、需要一个人来点亮天黑、更需要人陪。

:) Loves.

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Life

2010-08-24T00:36:00.000+08:00

Well i am quite busy with my own stuffs lately, such as ready to head back to oversea for my studies, thus it's indicating that my summer break has almost come to an end, i am quite anticipate to go back actually, haha.

Hope that my baggage will not that bulky anymore, it's too heavy to pull -_-;; Gonna cut down the amount of things to bring back. Well besides ready to go back, i am quite busy doing my reading, owh i love reading very much, to me reading is vital as you can never gain everything from your text books or during school/lectures time.

Reading makes one think more and nonetheless, learn more. I am able to get tremendous cheap price for books in China, and that was spectacular! I always choose to sideline everything when comes to deal with books, haha. Ok i know that was bad, but books are hard to resist!

Anyway, i do not encourage one to read only, we should read and learn, after learning, make it practical in life. That's the main purpose of reading besides hobby and obligation. Yea, for what i have seen before, some of the parents were so stringent by obliging their children to read, that's really wrong, totally absurd.

They gain nothing, overall.

My current addiction :D

Well besides busy with reading, i do spend some times to pampered myself thou, haha. By doing french nails for my ten lovely fingers. Owh i used to be really clumsy when painting my nails, but practice makes perfect :)

Try on, it looks nice and nonetheless, elegant. Something simple yet elegant, the one stone kills two bird's method, haha.

Say hellloooo to Lee Hom's latest album!

Kenny got me this on one particular day when we were at one U, owh thank you <3

Back view

This key came along with the album. You can shape your key where it will fit to open your particular door. Pass this key to someone that you think it's the right one to compromise and to build a house/ family. Owh so sweet, thanks Lee Hom!

That was his idea :)

Great songs!

Every single song was composed by him. I love him not because of his look at the first place, his talents was the things that hijacked my heart since i was 7, yes SEVEN :D

Sometimes hairband really make my day, because it's so simple and my hair look really neat. Anyway, that was an old picture, taken about 1 months plus ago. My hair look much more longer now :)

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The Hair Bun

2010-08-17T22:30:00.000+08:00

To most of the people right out there, the worst thing about shoulder hair length is having messy curve at the end of the hair. Due to the shape of the shoulder, and i know it's totally a major havoc!

I am glad that i do not have this kind of problem, my hair belong to the natural straight and silky group *Thank God*

But i know most of the girls are having this kind of disaster while waiting their hair to grow longer. Therefore, to me, the best way is tie them up! And i do know, it's really dull if you make ponytail, that makes you looks like secondary school girls *face palm*

So for the past four months, i have been studying and living in Shanghai, with different students from different countries and no doubt, Korean's girls dress up and make up were the best. Even though they do not have much time to doll up every morning due to the rushing time table, they can still make themselves look good by doing something simple.

One of the best things is..

Make a hair bun!

How easy and how clean! :D

There are loads of videos in youtube, including the hair bun tutorial for different hair lengths! Oh i am serious, so why don't you give a try? Trust me girls, it will really make your day (especially those who facing the messy curve problem)

Loves :)

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没有大的野心，就不会有创新；一尘不变，是一般人的梦想杀手

2010-08-16T02:11:00.001+08:00

或许，当我把这篇文章给发布出去之后，会遭到来自各方的讽刺、批评、嘲笑以及一切的不顺；或许，也会得到共鸣。但，全都不重要，最重要的还是我自己。

因为，我就是我，就算你们再怎么说，你们永远都无法成为我。或许你的心里会如此地想: “ 我才不稀罕成为你。” 那更好，因为我也不希望会有人和我相似。若是如此，世界哪来精彩？

世界，因个人而精彩。

以往的我，根本不相信人是善变的。因为我终究相信，心永远是一样的。但，原来当初的我是非常幼稚和天真。若人心终究如一，那么这世界根本就不会有战争和暴乱的发生，今天的世界，也不会有痛苦二字的存在。

痛苦，近来不断地在我身边徘徊。思索，不曾有片刻的休息，戡乱不一，也无法控制。我不断地在想，我到底是怎么了？我为什么不再是以往的我？我到底在想些什么？答案，终就匿藏，终就不现。

直到我决定把心情一五一十地写下的那一刻，答案在毫无防备之下离奇跃现。

我终于明白自己了。

原来，我的心野了。我有了野心。而且是非常大的野心，大得我也觉得恐怖、难堪。我曾记得一名著名的美国企业家说过 “要踏上世界级舞台，首要条件就是你要有比一般人大很多的野心和信心，梦要做得比一般人大一千一万倍！”

当时访问他的主持人听后便问 “野心那么大，你不怕以后会跌得很伤吗？你不怕在你跌下的那一刻，得到大家的讽刺和耻辱吗？” 那位著名的企业家看了他一眼，随后哈哈大笑。主持人实在不明白，正当他摸不着头脑时，那位著名的企业家拿起了一张纸和一支笔，把那支笔放在白纸的中央，他问主持人，“你看见什么？”

主持人回答，一张白纸和一支笔。企业家又再次哈哈大笑了，他说“ 我看见我自己，我是那支笔，白纸是我的天下，也是我的野心，我将会用属于自己的笔在自己的天下（白纸）划下我自己的痕迹，也就是梦想，谁也阻止不了我，因为是我的。我怎么划，我就有怎样的天地，我干嘛要理会他人的冷言冷语？若我真的介意，我今天就不会坐在这接受您的访问了，更不会拥有数十亿的身家人。”

主持人听后，愣了。

企业家随后再说 “ 当你希望爬得越高，自然就会有很多人希望你跌得很伤，因为他们知道自己办不了，只好以讥讽的话语来安慰自己，让自己好过，另一种说法，即是自我麻醉。他们连爬的勇气都没有，凭什么讽刺人家会跌得很伤？不爬得高，永远都会没有机会看见最美丽的日出。那么，人生的意义，也达不了多少，因为，你根本没有能力为社会服务。你将会是个有心却无力的人。”

那位企业家的话语，正是我的心声。说得非常好、非常对。人生难得几回好？为什么不乘年轻时好好发挥？人生终究是现实的，终究是残酷的，你说只要开心就好，根本是荒谬之梦。若简单就是开心，那么我们不需为生活而奔波了，咱们的父母早就退休享受人生了。那位企业家，在45岁时，已经是处在半退休的状态了，正在享受生活。也因拥有足够的财务能力，他的两位孩子有机会受到非常良好的教育，未来世界又多出两位优秀的人才了。一代比一代好，全因上一代的努力和付出。试问，有多少人能够如此？答案是：不多。为什么？

因为一般的人，都没有企业家们般大的野心和梦想。

Microsoft 的创办人，比尔盖，在大学时期时，曾对他的同学说，他要发明软件，成为第一位伟大的软件创办人，但他得来的却是一阵狂笑和讽刺，大家都说 “祝你跌得愉快、跌得伤痕累累！”

今天，我们用的是什么软件？答案你我都知晓。

比尔盖当初的野心和梦，造福了你我。没有野心的比尔盖，就不会有伟大的软件。也因如此，世界又多了一份非常大的温馨，因为他决定把一半的财产都给捐献出去，帮助全世界有需要的人。

没有大的野心，就不会有创新；一尘不变，是一般人的梦想杀手。

只要你的野心不是危害社会的心，都应该坚持下去，因为你拥有的是造福人间的另一颗心。Google 的创办人，有的也是-- 野心。其余的，自己想吧，不要把奥巴马给遗忘了，因为他的野心，我认为是目前的野心之最。他梦了一般美国黑人不敢做的梦，他也有一颗一般美国黑人不敢有的野心。

我的野心，就是如此地大。但我的原则是，野心和谦虚心必须兼具。怎样？要嘲笑我吗？要讽刺我吗？要对我抛以冷言冷语吗？希望我早日跌得很伤吗？希望我以后会要你们的同情吗？非常欢迎！

因为，我敢梦你所不敢的。

我希望有一天，我有机会登上世界各个著名的杂志，成为封面人物，告诉他人，我的成功史与故事。

并且告诉他们： “要梦你所不敢梦的”

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DSLR Shooting At Pyramid

2010-08-14T17:54:00.002+08:00

Thanks for being patience while waiting for me to upload all the pictures which were taken together with Stephanie and Jen by using DSLR 50 mm portrait lens, yesterday at Sunway Pyramid.

Well, it's been sometimes since the last we three went out together. If i am not mistaken, the last time was during form 4 (Me and Stephanie, Jen was form 3) Goodness gracious, it's like freaking 4 years ago. We do studied in the same school and living in the SAME HOUSING AREA yet we do not have the time to hang out that often during high school times due to some reasons:

1. Me and Stephanie were both pure science students, prefects and few societies/ clubs presidents /vice presidents, very busy with studies, activities and also revision, nonetheless, dealing with those bulky exam papers -_-;;

2. Jen is one year younger than us, when she's free, we are not and thing goes vice verse, very often

3. We are not as so call rich like now, those days were like RM 5 per day for meal, RM 10 per day if we stayed back, therefore, not many outing can be work out

After 4 years, everything has changed. Including our income, haha. I used to teach PMR and SPM students in a tuition centre when i was in lower and upper 6. I started to make my own money from there. Then soon or later, i proceeded to the translation field which earned me much more money than usual, both in writing and interpreting. The first bulk of US Dollars that i have earned was from the International Furniture Fair which held at the PWTC during 2-6 March, a week before i went to Shanghai. From that moment i got that job as an interpreter for those International Furniture companies, i know that's my golden opportunity to prove my abilities.

Working in such a big and grand international fair was totally an amazing experience. I have learnt loads of business theory, the ways to run an International company or the ways to run a big International fair like MIFF ( Malaysia International Furniture Fair), much content! :D

That was my greatest experience since the last one when i was in Standard 5, giving speech to Tun Sri Dr Mahathir and the others ministers. In the Bukit Jalil Stadium, in front of 10 to 15 thousands of audiences.

Life always that spectacular, aren't you guys agree with me? ;)

Ok let's back to our main topic, the shooting plus outing with both of my best buddies. Well, we met up at Sunway around 1pm, and is a norm that we always went out with empty stomach. Therefore, we were craving for foods :)

After some so call discussion, we decided to pamper our stomach with..

Yummylicious!

Steph: Wait a minute!

Steph: "Jen has something to say before our meal."

Jen: " Yeap! Wait a second!"

YOU BOTH!

Eugenie and Stephanie, are my BEST FRIENDS FOREVER!

Let's cheer for our ever lasting friendship! :D

Owh so sweet, of course we are best friends forever. I love those pictures, coincidentally, all the pictures were meant for me to do the talking in my blog, haha!

So let's eat! *I am effing hungry*

Hehe ;)

Overall, Sushi Zanmai's foods and beverages are quite nice. I would like to say, i would like to give the best rate to the freshness of the foods out of all, those sushi and vegetables were so fresh, greenish and crispy.

So, we were content.

I am not one of the PC fair girl who promote iPhone, lolx!

To be frank, iPhone certainly has given the best out of all for now. With those applications and functions, nonetheless the implantation of high technology work out, i personally think for now there's no phone which can really compete with the iPhone especially the latest iPhone 4.

Love it! ;)

Jen: " Yeah, let's Hi5 to iPhone!" *shy*

Yes, it might be a bit pricey which will cost you at least RM 2900 to RM 3800 (iPhone 3GS) and iPhone 4 will be much more higher, but you know it's really worth once you got it and try it.

Taken by ME! Haha, i looove it, you looked cool.

The best part about portrait lens are the 3D feeling that appear on the people/stuffs that you choose to focus on. All the other scenery will be blur, the lens only focus on the things/ people that you want.

SALES in everywhere! Well, i prefer online shopping than the real one, as usual, most of my stuffs were from the websites.

While waiting for Stephanie, we both camwhore with the DSLR :)

Lame face as usual, lolx

I like this

And this

I am yet to be ready -_-;;

Love the lighting effect

Aha! Black and white as usual, is a must! :D

One of the best part about Pyramid is the nice and beautiful outdoor night scenery. Of course we griped the opprtuniy by taking pictures at the outdoor.

Steph and Yours Truly

Three of us! :D

Yeah Jen Jen, nice post

The Besties

I love the effect which goes blur all the way up! Credit to Steph :)

I do not dye my hair before!!

Loads of people came to me and asked about my hair colour, when i told them i never dye my hair before, they were like what?! And said " Owh come on, share good things with us, pleaseeeee."

I swear to God, if i know the answer, for sure i will tell you guys. But the fact is, I DON'T KNOW T.T Please don't ask me anymore, ask my hair.

Taken by Jen

Thanks for viewing!

So, let's proceed to the BEST PART of all. Watched Inception yesterday, i would like to say: " This movie is way tooooo awesome! MARVELOUS!"

It's the BEST MOVIE OF THE YEAR! For now i am sure.

I will not hesitate to watch Inception once again, the greatness of this movie had stumbled my words, words have sank deeply under tremendous amaze. Can you imagine dreams which went layers by layers and plant ideas into human subconscious mind?! The whole Inception was a boom! You can imagine the ending base on your own understanding and imagination, same goes to the whole story lines.

Best story line ever! Who's living in Inception actually? Dom Cobb or WE are the one? Is Dom Cobb being controlled or he's the one who actually controlling the whole Inception and thinks he's in the reality or maybe in another ways?

Why did he said he once old before? And why he's young at the moment? Was he the one who causes Saito couldn't make it? Or he's the one who created the WHOLE INCEPTION to fulfill his wishes and dream? Nonetheless, the guilt which had sank deeply and stayed in his heart for years.

Overall, you are the Inception. Think in your ways, imagine and understand, you will be amazed with the story lines.

To me, the moral value of this movie will be, we the human tend to live in our own Inception, when someone realized about that, we will create another one above the previous Inception(s), so that we will able to live in the ways we want.

Mama MIA! COOL MOVIE!!

With its James Bond-on-acid action scenes and puzzle-within-a-maze-within-a-puzzle mind games, Inception is certainly the most daring and original blockbuster of the year. If it only had a heart.

You sure you are in the reality?

And not in the Inception Maze which created by yourself?

Or you wanna to tell me that you have yet to watch Inception?!

*Give you the dirty look*

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DSLR Shooting At Pyramid (Review)

2010-08-14T00:47:00.000+08:00

Went to Pyramid with Steph and Jen this noon for some gathering and DSLR shooting session. Watched Inception as well, i would like to say, GREATEST MOVIE OF THE YEAR, so far!

Will upload more pictures and talk more about Inception on the coming post, stay with me! :)

Enjoy the review before the real one!

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DSLR Fever

2010-08-07T00:01:00.002+08:00

After some hard time for uploading those pictures which were taken by the DSLR camera, i am finally done. Goodness, DSLR camera's pictures size are way too big, even though i opened all the pictures one by one using paint and save again, but the size are still way too big -_-;;

Good things always require efforts, haha.

So this is the continue version of my DSLR Fever after the review from the previous post. At first we were just playing around with the camera..

Jen and Me

See, we were just fooling around, and i am so not ready because i was busy with the Dinner Dash game on the iPhone, haha, that game is a boom! XD

After some times, i found out i am way too tired, especially my fingers because of the Dinner Dash game, so i grabbed the DSLR camera and started to snapped everything, including me myself, lolx.

Yours Truly

Take 2

After some time, Stephanie tried on with the DSLR camera, me and Jen became her models, haha.

Why so serious? Hahahahaha

Closer caption

Yeah, i love sun glasses like THIS!

Look at Jen, epic! Haha!

She's trying to be sexy -_-;;

Jen was my best friend since primary school, i was 8 years old and she was only 7 years old when we both first met, in the school van, haha. She was so enthusiastic by offering me mentos and cola, but for your information, i dislike soft drinks very much, since young until today. I don't understand why but that's me.

So talking about Jen, when i said SHE, everyone will be looking at me like one kind and look at her like one kind as well, due to the way she dress, yes, she loves to dress like a boy, and i don't think that's wrong because that's her rights to do so.

Just be yourself and you will be happy! :D

Taken by Steph, nice one :)

Blur caption, nice as well :)

Random 1

All the pictures that will are going to see soon were taken by Jen, including the random 1 above :)

Random 2

Nice shadow effect

Black and white without shadow

Darker

This is cool, i like it

So, DSLR camera never fail anyone of us. Don't you agree with me? ;)

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DSLR Fever (Review)

2010-08-06T00:05:00.002+08:00

Well, met up with Jen and Steph this noon for some small gathering because i came back from Shanghai for my summer break :)

After the chilling session, the DSLR fever came and we started to take pictures like no body business AGAIN, haha.

Anyway, this is just a review post before the real one hits! With TONES of pictures :)

Yours Truly

My photographer - Jen

Well, the first picture was taken by Steph, not bad right? Thanks ya babe! Hang on there peeps, the real one is coming really soon! :D

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Shanghai and Shanghai Jiao Tong University (SJTU)

2010-08-04T18:30:00.193+08:00

Eugenie Girl: "Daddy, what will make you proud of me the MOST?"

Daddy: " The day you step into Famous and Great University with great results my dear :)"

Eugenie Girl: " Ohhhhh, *Hmm, it's stilllllll looooooooog* "

10 years later..

I have make it my dear daddy! I am now a university student with great results! I know you are very proud of me and i have make it to study abroad! Thanks for all the love and guidance, without your love, patience, understanding and caring to name a few, i wouldn't be this success for now, FOR SURE.

On 12/3, i flew along with my dreams all the way from Malaysia to Shanghai, China. Some of them asked me, why Shanghai, China? I will smile and look at them, it's my choice my dear :) Some of them will continue with "But why?"

Have you ever read the articles from world famous magazines like Times and to name a few? Look what had those famous economic professionals and world talked about China, the current and the future one. Two days ago, the latest announcement had been released, China has taken over Japan and became the second largest economy strong country.

Soon in year 2011, they will take over USA, said by those economy professionals. And this will last for at least 50 years, 50 YEARS, yes. I am 20 now, 50 years later i will be 70, so which means in between the 50 years, i am one of the people who will be working and contribute to the society, so which means China's opportunities gonna fall on ME!

To grab the opportunities faster than the others, i should start NOW. I want to know China more and gripe the opportunities as fast as possible before everything's too late. Remember about my ambitions? Yes, i wanna to be a news caster at my young age and i would like to proceed to the business field during my middle age, which is around 34. That's why i decided to do double degree :)

4 months, i have spent 4 months in China, all i sew was rapid developments and clever/intelligent china people, all we can do is work hard to be much more better than them! I am serious, if you are able to beat china people, it's your world my dear.

Shanghai's development serious brought my jaw down all the way when i first arrived, great transportation systems with infinities of fly overs which stacked layers by layers, systematically. Every subway goes underground, bullet train goes up, and whatnot.

You guys seriously should pay a visit to Shanghai AT LEAST ONCE in your life, to see and feel the greatness of China people who can change IMPOSSIBLE to I-M Possible, goodness.

Look at those buildings behind @@

Random

Look at the fly overs

My words got sank in my throat when i saw those scenery. I was like " Are you serious China people?! How you guys did that?! Gosh, i just don't understand why some of you (The China People) still talked bad about your own country?! Come to Malaysia and you will know what's the REAL SHIT. Longest lrt are 4 boxes -_-;; (China 16) Highest fly overs, only 3 layers (China 5), no bullet train, no great transport systems, and JAM everyday.

I will continue about our education systems later. Guys, not that i hate Malaysia after i have went to Shanghai, China, but i see the FACTS that our country is seriously bad after some solid evidences during the comparison process.

After the stoning process, haha here i am! One of my university main gates, wait a minute, what do i mean by ONE OF MY university MAIN GATES?! Yeap, my uni has 4 main gates, at the east, west, south and north sides. It's because my uni is tremendously HUGE! You can NEVER imagine how huge it is until you are here, TRUST ME.

The size of my uni is 6 times of UM in Malaysia, so now you may start to imagine how big it is and i swear you can never imagine about that, lolx.

Main gate 1

Everyone called it "The slipper gate" Look at the shape, isn't it looks like one of your Japanese sandle? Haha.

Main gate 2

Which is VERRRRRRYYYY far from the main gate 1 -_-;; You need to take bus to get there (School bus) Yes, due to the HUGE place in my uni, they do provide school bus in the uni for the professors and students, it's free. Imagine your hostel is at the east side, and your lecture is at the west side, it's impossible for you to walk cause if you did, congratz, you will be missing class EVERYDAY, hahahaha! XD

Main gate 3

Main gate 4

Yeah my cool daddy

My dad went there with me for his business job, and i see some tears rolling in his eyes when i said: " See, i make your dream come true with my own efforts and results."

I will continue to make more dreams come true daddy :)

My Uni's Map

It's reaaaallly big, we have 5 lakes in my university, do you know Taman Jaya lake in Petaling Jaya which is really big? The 5 lakes in my university are MUCH MORE bigger than that. Ok, let's make it easier, it's bigger than the Bukit Jalil one.

*faint*

One of the lake view

Hardly to capture the full size of it, it's too big.

Another view of of the same lake

One of the lecture hall

Another one

I think you guys should really read the paragraphs right after this, if you really concern about your future.

Well let's start with the education stuffs. In China, there are no colleges like us in Malaysia, all the students have the opportunity to enroll to the university and be a university student, as long your results are good. There are more than 2000 universities in China which can only take 40% of the students every year. And they ONLY PICK the BEST. Everyone work really hard for the chance, it's not like in Malaysia, we especially the Chinese and Indian, do not get the opportunity to enter to the local universities easily, the only way to get yourself a place is, take up STPM and make sure you end up with FLYING COLORS result, or else bye bye.

Many students in Malaysia refuse to take STPM due to the toughness, they used to said STPM is a waste of time instead of admitting the fear which been hidden deep in their heart. So, this phenomena has given the colleges the golden opportunity to gets more students.

They always said their college is the best and whatnot, but they tend to forget, if your college is really the best, why do the rate of foreign students so low? Haha, they will say, we have tones of China students with us. Goodness people, you guys seriously tend to forget, China itself already picked the best, those who came to Malaysia were students who do not able to get a place in their on country universities.

China has loads of famous universities who share different high rankings in the Asia and world university ranking poll, people die to get themselves a place in those universities, my university is one of it, so who wanna to come to Malaysia if they got the opportunity to study in China?

I am not trying to give bad comments towards Malaysia's education systems and to those colleges, but that's the fact, Sin Chew Jit Poh just published a great articles about Malaysia education systems last week if i am not mistaken, all the great professors in our country and from the oversea were given bad comment about the systems, especially towards those colleges.

They said "It's really sad to see all the students in Malaysia choose to take short cut instead of working hard to change their life, colleges no longer maintain in good/high qualities, it's all about REVENUE and BUSINESS. Quality no longer on, is the Quantity."

" Some colleges even worst, course works cost them 60% and exam is just only like 40%?! We do not say that we encourage students to take more examinations as this is not right as well, but those course works are just THE SAME for every batches, they can copy everything from their seniors. This make them learn NOTHING and become a person who has no complete abilities in the future when they step into the society."

I totally AGREE.

In my university, examinations do not require much memorizing unless for those fact subjects. Other than that, we are more to abilities, the ability of thinking in a CREATIVE way, the ability in writing, the ability of performing yourself which is COMPLETELY your own perspectives. My professors knew it when you copy, even from the wide Internet space, they knew it. Therefore, there's no ways for you to copy, all you need to do is THINK and make it DIFFERENT.

Besides that, they hate the most when we always agree on what they have said. They want us to voice up! Even if it's right, they wanted us to give opinions instead of being a "good" quiet students. They said :" One of the worst phenomenon in the world of young people like you guys was, MOST of you can't communicate well."

So are you one of them? The people who can't even present well during your presentations, even though those points were copied from the net and whatnot? Ponder deeply.

I do hope one day, Malaysia will make a huge changes on our tremendous poor education systems, please, make more university graduate students instead of colleges. We want students who can communicate well, socialize, students with critical mind which can truly differentiate the right and wrong, and students who can do well in both academic and co curriculum as well.

Please Malaysia, before those best students getting lesser by leaving your country and contribute their best to the others. I am one of them, to be frank. Not being self obsess, i know i should get something great in Malaysia with my STPM's results. Yes i do got an offer from one of the local universities in Malaysia, which makes every few so envious because it's ain't easy for a Chinese. But wait a minute, the course that they offered me which was like my third choice? Sucks. My results definitely deserve something much more BETTER.

So in China, the colleges means faculties in the university, example 法学院、医学院. I once told my China friends in Malaysia we have universities and colleges, there are both separated. They were like "huh?" So in the end i do only realized there's no colleges in China, colleges means faculties in the universities, i feel so shame. They looked at me like one kind and must be thinking our education's qualities sucks. We can even allow those private colleges to run in the educations line and make their own decision and syllabus without following the international standards, gah feel soooo bad :(

Please Malaysia, WAKE UP! People don't even know where is Malaysia, they know when we said " The country which next to Singapore." Then they will go like " Oh Singapore! We know, i guess we know where's Malaysia now."

Goodness.. I am speechless, Malaysia.

So every faculties have their own BUILDING(S), yes building. Not class room. A building which was built base on your faculty/ course need, for example for medic, they have a full complete building which contained everything you need to use as a medic students and professors.

There were almost up to 200 courses that SJTU offer, so imagine how many BIG and TALL buildings do we have in my university?

Besides that, our university totally encourage students to be active in both studies and co curriculum, they provided us with 4 tremendous HUGE sport centers. Yes, sport centers which contain infinities of basketball courts, badminton courts, volleyball courts to swimming pool, any sports you name it, we have it right here.

Let's see how big are the 4 sport centres..

Ok, i would like to say, bigger than the Bukit Jalil sport stadium, and we have FOUR of this in my university!! *Jaw dropping*

Loads of empty space which provide good locations for the students to organize any activities

Nice scenery during winter! :D

Ahhhh, very comfortable!!

Foods in canteens are really BIG and cheap!

Well, due to the HUGE size of my university, they provide us with FIVE canteens. Let's see the size of the canteens..

HUGE! This is just a part of it, too big to fit EVERYTHING into my camera @@

New library, sorry i don't have the picture with me therefore i got it from the Internet, exactly the same thing like this, really big and you are able to get almost all the books you want from here. If the books are quite old/long, you can go to the first library, yes we have two huge old and new library :)

See the road? You can never see the end of both sides when you are standing in the middle. It's like a highway, goodness. We have loads of this roads in my university, too big, you can never make it by WALKING -_-;;

When i first arrived to Shanghai, it was still winter. So we got the opportunity to eat 冰糖葫芦! Ok i am so sorry, i do not know what's the English name for the sugar candy :(

Yummy!

Owh when comes to eat, i am a mad happy girl! I looooooveeee to eat, nyeks

Left Apple, middle Me, Right Yve Wei

Yea, we walk to lecture hall everyday, from our hostel -_-;; The distance if i am not mistaken, about 4 to 5 km, gosh!

One of the best thing when you study abroad is, you get to know different people from different countries, it's really fun to know more friends and understand their life style, thinking, cultures and whatnot. So i have few best friends from France, Indonesia, China, Philippine, Vietnam, Myanmar, USA and to name a few. We used to talked, played and gone crazy together! :D

After knowing some France's friends, i got to know, almost all the France guys can do cooking and baking, awww that's really nice.

Say "Bonjoure" to Defrance Fabien aka Fabien :)

He can do bakery sooooo well, salute. I admit i can do well almost in everything but not cooking and sewing -_-;; I am not the best wife, and i just hate cooking very much for no reason, hahahahaha!

Yeah!

Fabien:"I am the king!! XD"

Well, i miss my friends so much, hope they are doing fine in Shanghai now, and enjoy your summer break ya peeps!

We have purple sky in Shanghai!

My hostel corridor's view, awww beautiful. Saw those buildings? It's all included in my university, it's all HOSTELS. Yes, all the way till the end. We have 90 plus hostel buildings in my university, every building at least with 5 floors, the tallest will be 12 floors, every floor contains 11 rooms, each room at least fits 2 to 3 persons, imagine how many students in my university and how BIG is it? Hostels itself already occupied 90 plus buildings -_-;;

My buddies! Where's Apple? Oh yea, the camera girl :)

Told ya, China people eat a lot, and i can eat 1 and a half packet of that as my dinner, hehehehehe! But still gain no weight, argh! I wanna to gain some weight! Well ok, all i ask for is 2 more KG please, i am now 42kg -_-;;

Night view :)

Another lake, picture credited to my senior :)

One of the faculty's building

Hostels which nearby the lake, yeap another lake, haha!

My lecture hall aka my course's building

One of the medical faculty

Laser faculty

Subway of Shanghai China, everything goes underground

Well just my point of view, no offense anyway, i think Malaysia's education systems are hopeless, at least for now and the future 10 years. If anyone of you right out there got the opportunity to go oversea and study abroad, go ahead. Do not hesitate anymore, build up your visions to a wider length and size, you should know, it's a GLOBALIZATION century now, only the BEST stays.

And i sincerely hope Malaysia's education systems do change one day, at least the qualities of students and lecturers. We want people who can contribute their real abilities to the society, people who can stand out with at least 80% and above confident, not people who are waiting on the path of shortcuts and hope for granted without any efforts.

p/s: I do still love Malaysia, is just that i got disappointed with our policies.

pp/s: Most of the pictures credited to Ewen :)

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DIY Storage Box

2010-08-03T23:13:00.003+08:00

Got myself such wonderful thing when i was in Shanghai, via online. Well, one of the best thing in Shanghai or i should say China is, you are able to shop online, those stuffs are seriously cheap and good in quality, and nonetheless, the delivery fees are soooo cheap and it's really fast, it takes you about 1 to 3 days, oh that's really cool!

So on one particular day, i went online and i saw something really interesting and of course, i clicked on that link, once it appeared, i saw something really cool and nice, so without any hesitation, i took my measurement tape and started to measure my study table length, yea with my imagination since i were at Shanghai that time.

After some simple measurement job, i am done with my order, hehe. So i got my goodies right after the second day, that's really fast, i do not fix it because i wanna to bring it back to Malaysia, and yeap, i fixed it yesterday and the results was..

GOOD!

It fits perfectly on my table desk and my drawer, oh i am so happy :D

So let me introduce you the DIY storage box which make in Korea, ok i should say the idea is from Korea and the factory is in China, oh come one, that's the fact. Most of the world famous factories are now being placed in China, everything is make in China, even your branded handbags, shoes and clothes to name a few.

And you can't doubt on the qualities, they are getting better or i should say almost to the best.

Nice right? :)

It's a simple DIY storage box which only takes you around 3 to 5 minutes to fix it on. Guess how much i got for this? RMB 4, which means only RM 2 for each, haha! And i saw that on lowyat forum, they sell it for like RM 15?

Goodness -_-;;

p/s: I am working hard to complete my Shanghai and my university post, do stay with me! :)

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Transformed

2010-07-25T23:53:00.000+08:00

Life seriously hectic ever since i came back to Malaysia for summer break! The schedule lists are still going on, hopefully all can be done before September 14.

When my friends saw me, most of them said: " Owh look at you my dear, you have transformed to another kind of person! Wow!!"

What kind? -_-;;

Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha! I will take those as compliments, thanks! Nyeks ;)

Stay with me for more!

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So Hey!

2010-07-22T16:50:00.001+08:00

Well, i guess i should do an announcement right here before everyone started to think that there are some problems with their eyes when they see me.

First, i would like to say i am really glad to study abroad and the most important was, get to know different peoples from different countries, we learnt from each others. I am glad that i took STPM instead of colleges because many of them had heard of STPM and they were like "Wow, one of the toughest examination in the world, and you did it!"

And i am glad to say, i did very well for my first semester :) My dad and mum were so happy and i know, they are proud of me. Besides study, i did joined all kinds of activities, like singing, performing, acting, talking, sports and to name a few, and i had won for those competitions.

I would like to say, i do cherish every single moments in Shanghai, especially Shanghai Jiao Tong University.

I love my roommates very much and we had loads of fun for the past 4 months. We used to laughed out loud like no body business and fooled around when exams were around the corner, we gone crazy because those books and notes were like 100000000000 pages. But in the end, we still managed to scored well, it's really fuuuuuun!!! XD

Me, Yi Wen and Lizin (Above)

When we first arrived at our hostel, we were like "WHAT?! Such a smallllllllll space/place!" But in the end, we were the one who cried because we feel so reluctant to say goodbye to each others for summer break. After the summer break, my roommate - Lizin will be moving out and starts a new life with her housemates T.T

All of us no longer staying at this hostel anymore after summer break, will be moving to a bigger, nicer and of course, much more expensive Foreign Student Hostel. We definitely will miss Michigan Hostel VERY MUCH T.T

So yeah, hellllllooooooo! I am back to MALAYSIA! For summer break!

I should look much more fairer, due to the summer sun, i got darker, argh! Shanghai's UV light, never under estimate it :(

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散散，惹惆怅

2010-07-21T00:14:00.001+08:00

棉白的雪花球，空中飞腾，
粉嫩的莲花瓣，水中漂浮，
璀璨的流星雨，空中飘过，
红色的玫瑰血，心中滴流。

我的心，究竟该往何处晃？
当人间之情，晃到最深处，究竟会是怎么个模样？
心中的呼喊，谁能听见？谁能了解？又有谁能停顿那晃荡？
绝对不是我自己。

春、夏、秋、冬之四季，
在心里却是五季，听一听，
原来是多了个雨季。
而雨季，往眼里倾。

有人说，当一个人的心不再定，
世界又将多一份孤单，也会多一份自由。
孤单，是被遗弃的人；
自由，是遗弃人的人。
因为，为了自由而遗弃。

轻轻地把耳朵往心处听，
听见了稳重的脚步声，也听见了乱拍的翅膀声，
啊，原来它举棋不定，
纠缠于稳与飞。

我的心原来是散散的，惹惆怅。

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Snap My Way!

2010-07-18T17:10:00.000+08:00

Some of my friends claimed that they dislike to take pictures very much, it's like a crime for them when you requested them to take pictures along, they will show you a big X sign and buzz off as soon as possible.

I will never get to understand why there are people who dislike to take pictures that much, to me taking pictures is something fun and meaningful at the same time. The latter one has been proven during my Shanghai's life.

Taking pictures make one remember the past and cherish the current and future. Pictures do no talk, but it prove. I love to view my photo albums when i am free, both in pages and folders. I see how have i grown up and how have i changed.

Same goes to everything around me.

I will continue to take pictures by myself or by the others, because i wanna to cherish every single moment of my life before my last breath.

So if you can afford to buy a camera, do not hesitate to consider buying a DSLR camera, it works much more better compare to regular cameras. You will amaze by the functions and whatnot.

So i had a great time with my cousin sister and BEST BUDDY - Jen during Friday, with the DSLR camera along, we took pictures like no body business and yet the pictures ended up really nice, thanks! :D

First try

Say hello to my cousin sis, the behind one! Yi Wen! :D

Yours truly

Taken by Yi Wen

I was looking into the mirror that time, picture was taken by Yi Wen from the right side and straight into the mirror's image which was me! Haha.

So do you love this room? Hehe.

DSLR is the hit!

Nice hair colour Yi Wen, haha!

Take 2

My mum said, you still look slim even though you eat more than anyone else, so which means she's indicating is a waste for me to eat that much and gain no weight? LOLX!! Sorry lar daddy and mummy, not my fault. I am happy to be like this cause i will NEVER have to be guilty nor worry after taking SOOOOO MUCH foods! HAHA!!

I have no worries at all about my weight and size, nyeks. No offense ya everyone.

Get yourself one before you regret! XD

And snap like no body business! :D

After some photo shooting session by myself, it's Jen's turn! The real professional photographer! She started to snapped my pictures like no body business and things ended up like THIS!

HAHA! I LOOOOVVVEEE IT!

Jen said she love this the most because the shadow effect was epic

But i personally love this the most! :D

Anyway, thanks to Yi Wen and Jen for the nice day! We should meet up with Stephanie and do more photo shooting! Both indoor and outdoor!

Hope you guys love it and grab yourself a DSLR if you are able to.

Loves.

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DSLR Is The Hit!

2010-07-16T23:23:00.000+08:00

Say hello to the DSLR camera! Owh i loveeee it! Make sure you guys continue to stay with me before the handphone and DSLR camera's posts are up!

Summer break is the hit and i am enjoying much! See ya! :D

Loves.

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Hello Summer Break!

2010-07-08T19:29:00.002+08:00

Bye Spec! For at least 2 months, it's summer break now! :D

I am officially done with my first semester final examinations! Conclusion, University's life rocks! Especially when you got the opportunity to study abroad in one of the top 5 universities in a GREAT country.

I shall starts my handphone post before my buddies kill me, haha. I am trying my best peeps. Hold on ya :)

Life in Shanghai is really great, i will definitely miss it when it's time to come to an end.

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我

2010-07-08T01:07:00.000+08:00

对着屏幕，看的依旧是一样的四方、一样的灯光、一样的一切；但感觉却是非一般的陌生、生疏。再仔细地看，原来我已经长大了。365天的数目，一晃，便是二十年的365天了。望一望，我竟不认得自己，我变了。

无论是样貌或身高，都变了。但，至少我看得到它们的变化。最可悲的是，我竟然没有发现，我这二十年里最大的变化，其实是我的思想。变得好可怕，不是因为变得可恶，而是因为变得很不可思议。

我要的不再是普通的，而是非一般人所要的。原来，我变得自私了。我不再对普通的成就有兴趣，不再向往普通的生活，也不再对我认为很普通的人热情。

很自私吧。

我也觉得如此。我要的竟然是国际的成就，我要站在世界最顶尖的舞台，展现我最令人震叹的才华，我要成为世界最顶级的人物之一。我的脑海里不断浮出一样的画面，是我成为世界顶级女强人的画面，我看了也觉得有点恐怖。

但是，我就是喜欢。

也因为如此，我牺牲了无数的一切。

我…… 决定选择成为自私的人。

FULLSTOP.

Hang On

2010-07-06T11:06:00.000+08:00

I am almost done with my finals! So what's coming up for the next post? Feeling anticipate? Haha, it's just something to do with my new phone.

I have been receiving comments and messages ever since the day my friends disclosured about the existing of my new phone, most of them were curious with the phone functions and to name a few, nontheless, they care the most about how does it looks like! Lolx.

Anyway, hang on dear peeps, i will be back soon!

:)

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New Baby!

2010-07-02T17:36:00.000+08:00

Got my another new handphone from my lovely daddy! Thank your very much! The love which came all the way from Malaysia to Shanghai :)

Well, things went on like this. First, my hostel only provides double decker bed, so very obvious, i sleep on a high position. Second, i need alram to wake me up every morning for class, therefore i used my handphone as my alarm.

SO very obvious, the handphone will be on my double decker bed. Well on a particular day, i guess around 3am in the midnight, me and my room mates heard something dropping and it was so loud. We got shocked and automatically, we looked down all the way. It's too dark, we see nothing.

So i decided to ignore, but at the same time, i wanna see what's the time. When i try to search for my phone, i was like "Goodness, where's my phone?!" Immedietly i jumped up and search it high and low. Once i got down from my bed, i saw something which broke my heart into pieces.

MY iPHONE WAS ON THE FLOOOOOORRRR!! iPhone!!!!!!!

So the "BOOM" sound was actually from my iphone T.T

No scractch, no crack, everything looked fine. And wait a minute, i can't turn on the iphone! On and on, try and try, failed. Warranty is not with me, it's at Malaysia. Goodness, how am i suppose to survive during emergency?

So, i told my dad about my phone and he said "Is OK my dear, get a new one before we repair it." Owh thanks daddy! Such a great dad! So here goes the ending of my phone story, haha!

Enjoy!

p/s: Wanna know what brand is that? Type P82 and google for it, you will know what's the brand then. It's an international famous brand, but i guess Malaysia do not have this brand yet for handphone, cause brutal honestly, Malaysia sucks. Sorry, i am just being frank :)

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Hey Peeps!

2010-06-24T23:33:00.001+08:00

Hey peeps! I am back! With many many many pictures of myself! Haha, i am not being self obsess anyway, i am trying my best to update my latest info as well as LOOK with you guys so that none of you right out there will neglect the present of me! Haha.

Keep with me and all the best to my unimates, for the coming final exam!

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For YOU, My DEAR DADDY

2010-06-20T22:18:00.000+08:00

Sis, Dear Daddy and Me, in front of my Uni, Shanghai Jiao Tong University.

I see hopes, life, future, love and everything in YOU. You are the one who make me a great and unique person, you are the one who saw the best there was in me, and you are my inspirations for everything, my world is a better place, because of YOU - MY DEAR DADDY.

You ought to know, i love you MORE than anyone else in this world, and you ought to know as well, i need you more than anyone else.

Daddy, you are the one who gives me the best of everything. You are the one who guides me through the great as well as the teaser path of life, and you never fail to gives me the best advice. Deep in your heart, i know you always proud of me, and i know, you hope for the best from me.

You work really hard because, you wanna give us the BEST. In the end, you sent me to study aboard and i know, you hope for the best. No worries, i will work hard as well as learn hard, i will be a person who can face the society as well as the world with all kinds of abilities.

Daddy, i would like to pay you my HIGHEST gratitude, thanks for the love and everything. I see world in your eyes, i hear future in your heart, i feel success in your hand, and i am the best because of YOU.

I LOVE YOU.

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Stay With Me

2010-06-19T23:11:00.000+08:00

Exam is really around the corner, so i guess i will not update my blog that often, but i will make sure this blog still alive by posting some random posts when i am free, keep up with me ya! :)

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What Do You Think?

2010-06-17T16:49:00.000+08:00

So what do you guys think about the effing loooong EXPO post? Enjoy much? Feels like you are the one who had visited to the EXPO at Shanghai? No matter how do you feel, i do really hope everyone of you enjoy much. Take good care and i will be back soon, with something more :)

Stay with me!

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Shanghai EXPO, 2010

2010-06-15T18:10:00.000+08:00

The best thing during your oversea studies is you get to see and experience something which only happened once in a life time. It's worthwhile to spend some money to see something where most of the others don't get the opportunity. So i am here to present you guys, the..

Ticket for Shanghai EXPO, 2010!

As a student, we got ourself a 30% discount for the ticket, yeah! That's one of the best thing when you are still a student, especially university student. And for the above's ticket, i got it for free! Yes FREE from my university, owh yeshh! I had bought myself 2 tickets before this and now i got 3 with me. Yea, very obvious i had used this one during Tuesday.

Anyway, this gonna be a tremendously long post, if you guys find it's a time waste to continue, is ok, you guys may leave and come back again on some other free day, no obligatios are on :)

To be frank, Shanghai, China is really a well develope place. China has the best transportation system which provides you for fast and convenient journey. How long was Malaysia LRT? Do you guys remember? Yeap, the longest LRT that we have were just on 6 boxes. And guess what, every subway in China have16 boxes, you we never get to see the both ending of the subway, crazy! Malaysia should booster the LRT systems that we have now in instead of feeling proud -_-;;

I can see the efforts that China Government puts in to make EXPO a fully success. They integrated the subway line by line to make sure every lines are connected to each other for the covenient of everyone. Time distance between one subway with another is short and fast. Missed the first one? No worries, the another one is coming really soon.

Let's move on to the EXPO visit day's details. Haha, once i got out from the subway line 9, what i saw was THIS!

The China Pavilion!

Goodness, the feeling during that time was so great! Words were sank within the deep joy and excitement, here i am at the ever LARGEST EXPO! Goodness, it's so fascinating.

The China Pavilion is really big and cool. I personally love the design of the buliding very much, it's really brilliant. One of the thing i had learnt during the EXPO was the knowledge of architectures. I get to see, touch and experience the grand creation of bulidings/pavilions. In EXPO, all the pavilions/bulidings and things that you see are the best technolgy of every countries. THE BEST, so in EXPO, you get to see what's the best in every county especially their technolgy and architectures.

The EXPO Axis

During renovation

See, it's just the EXPO Axis and it's already freaking big, can you imagine how big was the WHOLE EXPO space?

It's 5.3 square kilometers (2 square miles) and it's 20 times the previous Expo, held in Spain in 2008. 20 times larger compare to the previous one which was held in Spain, mama mia, goodness gracious! Crazy China people. Sometimes i just think the China Government is making it too big grand as well, yes you can make it better but not that out of everyone's mind and imaginations, right? -_-;;

BIG!

There were more than 240 countries and organisations from all around the world

I personally think their washroom's system were good. No crowd were seen and no dirt were sense. Well done for this China, with the expectation of 70 millions of visitors from all around the world.

Ching Yee and Yve Wei

They manage to make sure that the entrance remains well control without making you feel congest nor slow. The security check up was good and nonetheless, very stringent. Any liquid and cosmetic were explicity stated as illegal stuffs.

Inner design of the EXPO Axis

Take a look at the China Pavilion at a nearer view :)

It's 207 ft. tall, goodness.

Hong Kong Pavilion

Macau pavilion

Me and Ching yee, damn the strong wind and bright sun -_-;;

There were loads of different theme in the Urbanian Pavilion, such as life, human, environments and to name a few, it's really large and i love the feeling of the dark theme for the whole inner pavilion.

The Theme Pavilion

The theme pavilion tells us about the life of every large cities from all around the world. Such as New York and others. Depict of the Theme Pavilion will be done later. Keep reading.

Great architecture

Look at crowd

Oh goodness, i went during the weekday which was on Tuesday and guess what, that day was the highest flow ever during the weekday, oh what! Hit the point of 510000 visitors, grrr!!

Now i am here, proudly present you guys the..

Malaysia Pavilion! HAHA!

Indonesia Pavilion

Cambodia Pavilion

Brunei Pavilion

Philipines Pavilion

Singapore Pavilion

One of the top 25 pavilions among the 240's. The queue, i am speechless. Therefore, i didn't manage to pay a visit to the inner part of Singapore's pavilion, but definately i will do for the next visit.

Malaysia Pavilion- The Truly Asia

Owh i miss you Malaysia's flag, haha!

Entrance of Malaysia Pavilion

Let's see what do our Pavilion has.

With the EXPO passport

One of the most popular souvenirs at the Expo is the Expo passport. Visitors can use it to collect the souvenir stamps of all participating countries.

5 versions of the passport are available. 3 standard versions, one classic version and a cartoon version. Like an ordinary passport, the Expo passport can track visitors' journeys.

In Shanghai, the stamp is affixed at each country's pavilion, The idea of the passport dates back to the 1967 Montreal World Expo, when the passport served as the ticket. Each Shanghai Expo passport costs 30 yuan.

Everyone were crazy over for the stamps from every pavilions, except us and the other foreigners. I will never understand China people acts, they will rush and crowd for something which are just NORMAL and sometimes useless, sick of it.

Tropicana Forest in Malaysia, yea, of course an imitate one

Malaysia's art

I realized Malaysia's Pavilion pay more attention on the tourist field instead of the technology and buildings. Well Malaysia, this is the sign which tells us we do not have much technology and great building to be exhibit. It's time to change. Oh i am serious.

Look at the queue for Malaysia Pavilion. Sick! And now imagine those great countries etc China, USA, Germany, Japan, Korea, Singapore and to name a few's pavilion queue, you will never get to imagine how long it was, faint.

New Zealand Pavilion

Me, Ching Yee, Yi Wen and Yve Wei

Here we go, the details of the Urbanian Pavilion, let's see what we got here.

The entrance of the pavilion, cool!

As i have mentioned above, there was a family represented one big city etc Asia to shows how's the people at that place live. So in the Urbanian Pavilion, they exhibate the life of Asia, Europe, Africe and others places' people living style and daily life.

The family that being picked to represents the people of Africa's city

Woots, they look real!

City living style

Same

Take a closer look on that picture above, what do you see? Apartments? Yeap you are right, but was Apartment which formed by thousands of drawers. Cool!

Same concept but with different materials

I personally love this very much cause it's really high tech. The screens are spinning from east to south and south to west and goes on. Every screen previewed different families' from different places' life style.

City

The screen which placed above the ceiling

A wall which filled with chess. The real one, 3D

Here goes the door which full of doors

Goodness! I LOVEEE THIS! Full of books!! OH my goodness, i love reading! I wanna have this in my future home! All the way up to the end!

LOOK!! WOW!! Seek no top, oh my! I was soooo happy when i saw this!

The preview for city's nightlife

Owh, that's really true for a large and modern city like Shanghai, the night is always YOUNG, haha!

Those alcoholics, your favorite, haha!

I personally dislike taking alcohol very much, i NEVER takes that anymore after the first ever sip in my life when i was form 4. Only a sip is enough to make me feels like hell -_-;;

Nice color

City's streets

It's a 360 degree screen which surrounded the top, left and right side of the wall, when you look to the front, you will see as if you were in a car or plane which you are able to see two different images at the both front and back sides, cool!

Me and Yve Wei

Well, we do not manage to visit the inner part of the Australia Pavilion, owh come it, it's one of the top 25 pavilions. The queue were crazy.

There's a pavilion which exchibits the life of handicape. My heart sank when i entered the pavilion, i realized, i am a blissful child. I know, life is hard, but never ever give up because, they never attempted to give up at all, so why do we?! People, look upon them! And you will know, how blissful you are. Appreciate everything and every moments in your life before it's too late.

She's blind, yet she work hard and in the end, she can play really well in Piano

Creative

Those hands holding a mirror and those mirror will..

Reflect words on the wall, i loveeee this!

Handcrafts which make by the handicapes. Let's see..

Made from fish's skin. By a deaf handicape

She writes with her leg. Salute! Let's give her our loudest clap!

Besides that, we get to experience the life of a blind people. In a dark room which is totally black, in that moment, i know they are not blind, because they have a sun in their heart.

We get the opportunity to see how blind people play football. Goodness, they can play really really well. Their ball's inner part is filled with some materials, when they kick, the ball will call off with a loud sound which formed by the materials in the ball.

Before we leave, i hold one of the boy's hand and say " I know you can do it, keep it up!"

During that moment, i know, he see hopes.

Once i stepped out from the Life Pavilion, i had a clearer and wider vision about the future. I know, i can do it better! Because, since they can do it, why can't i? Do not hatchet ourself no matter what happen.

Thailand Pavilion

I love Thailand Pavilion's design. It makes me feels like as if i am really at Thailand. But i didn't manage to get in as well due to the queue T.T

Portugal Pavilion

Slovakia Pavilion

Czech Pavilion

It has a very unique entrance which is like a underground.

Belarus Pavilion

The metropolis side which in the CZECH REPUPLIC pavilion. Spry art in their country is legal, look they even has a machine which specially sell art spray, cool!

Globe which made of keyboars, mouse, speakers and to name a few computures apparatus. Czech Repulic Pavilion is really high in technology. The globe hung on top the ceiling and spinning all the time.

Looks like on the ground?

Nope, it's on the ceiling, it's really nice.

Bosnia Pavilion

Wines

Yeap, all the wines where placed in this Hungary Pavilion

I love their architecture very much, all the woods were hanging and when the wind blow, the woods swung here and there.

In the Hungary pavilion. Those woods hang on the ceiling and they moved up and down every single second. In the woods, light bulb were inserted. The colors of the bulb will change every few seconds.

Cool huh?

Norway Pavilion

Side view of Norway Pavilion

Ukraine Pavilion

Turkey Pavilion

I personally love Turkey Pavilion the most. After paying visit to the Turkey Pavilion, Turkey definitely will be one of the country to be visit in my future vacation list.

Of course, Egypt always at the first place, still.

I love places/countries which are full with misteries and histories. Cool.

Like this, haha. In the Turkey Pavilion

The whole EXPO look really nice during the night time where all the pavilions turned the lights on, really colorful.

And yea, this had indicated that we walked from morning till night, it's really big and you can never finish your visit in just a day.

Iceland Pavilion

It's a nice place and of course, cold. Let's go there someday else! :D

Beautiful huh?

1 Malaysia! Me and my classmates! :)

EXPO definitely a great place to visit and MUST visit, it's a once in a blue moon life time opportunity. In a place, you get to see, feel and learn differemt cultures of different countries. Shanghai EXPO, 2010, has the most amount of contries who participated. It's like you had visited to many countries in a day. EXPO is a place where all the countries will exhibit the most great and high technology stuffs from their countries, so it's really worth and great, right?

I still have 2 tickets with me and for sure i will visit the EXPO again. I swear i wanna visit all the pavilions no matter how especially those great pavilions like China, Japan, USA, Australia, French, England, Singapore and every single of the pavilions.

Phew!! Finally i am done with this effing long post! Enjoy!

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Stay With Me!

2010-06-14T07:30:00.000+08:00

Post about EXPO, Shanghai 2010 is coming soon! Stay with me my dear readers! There are more than 150 pictures to be shown, therefore i need some time to make sure it's perfect. First term's final examination is really around the corner, aim as usual, every subjects sustain at the average of 90 marks and above! Good luck to me!

And make sure you guys stay with me for more updates! Especially the EXPO one :)

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Listen To The Melody Of Eugenie, Please

2010-06-07T16:05:00.000+08:00

Listen, to the song here in my heart,

a melody that i love very much but can't be complete.

Listen, to the sound within it, and you will see me.

Listen, i am alone at the cross road, i am not at home in my own home,

yet i tried and tried, to save you with me.

Screaming in the dream that hurts me, but you are not the one who have feelings for that.

You should have know now i don't believe in you, yet i still fall for the voice that you gave to me.

You should have listen, there is someone here inside.

If you listen, to the sound here in my heart,

I will complete the melody.

But, you never listen into my heart.

You should have listen, there is someone here inside,

Who's trying to save this melody.

Listen, to the song here in my deep heart.

You should have know,

I, fall for the voice that you gave to me.

All i want is to complete the melody with trustworthy along.

Listen, to the melody of trustsworthy and security, please.

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I Dislike It Much

2010-06-06T17:34:00.001+08:00

Brutal honestly, i think it's unfair for me. I have tried not to think about that but i just can't control myself, well i should say both of my mind and heart do not contain the self control's ability.

At the first place, i told myself is ok, nothing wrong with that. But as time goes by, i realized i am not alright at all, that feeling is really horrible, it makes me feel pathetic and miserable. I had this damn feeling once and i hate it because this feeling came to me again after the first failure.

I am wondering, is there really no purity anymore in this world? Is this world really that sick and complicated? Is this world no longer a world anymore?

I am pondering, deeply.

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